Sorrow Is A Virtue

by Julian Sherwood

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1.
Vibrant Way 03:54
False feet and dirty knees I can feel my fortune fallin Diggin or climbing trees Whatever gets me out the farthest Don’t know who’d hold on to me Whoever does has major problems But people are there for me I’ve never once considered callin Making promises and putting em down Find out where it hurts and rub it around I’m either hopeless or fucked But forgot to choose I’m sure you never wanna see me again Born and raised lovingly No adversity to strengthen my name With parents true and true Naturally ill never repay Maybe one day ill choose To button up and head for the cold No matter what comes to me I only know to throw it away Pissing people off all over the place Being stupid in a vibrant way I’m either hopeless or fucked But forgot to choose I’m sure you never Oh I'm sure you never Cause lately I can’t escape the blues And hello My love bring me back And hello My love bring me back And hello My love bring me back And hello My love bring me back
2.
Don’t know if it’s something wrong Or just something new Cause temptation and loneliness Have got my head confused But lately I look around And all I see is you Maybe I’m just really high Or maybe it’s the booze [CHORUS] But maybe we could settle down Please tell me there’s a priest, somewhere in the room Monday we could hit the ground And Tuesday Ill forget what I liked about you We’ll fuck in rooms with dimmer light Work from 9 to 5, till 10 o’clock we fight Tell everyone to stay away We’ll hide our insecurities, and call each other bae And humans don’t belong in In the same room For longer than half an hour And less if it’s a full moon But somehow I’ve come around To make mistakes for you If people think I’m oblivious Then how dumb does that make you? [CHORUS]
3.
Ex Is Gone 05:16
The ex is gone Walks down the hall Before you leave Its not your fault Look back at me I’ll trace the wall Before you leave You’re beautiful [CHORUS] Your’re heart will burn Like crimson coal And shimmer on For your next Romeo You’re good enough You’re powerful So when you’re gone Please don’t waste it all My sole regret Is really not your fault It’s all the things I didn’t know About my self I did my best But I can’t walk you down the hall No I can’t walk you down the hall I think you’ve got to walk alone, but [CHORUS] Cause Emily who are you Not limited by me Try to break rock bottom And maybe then, you’ll see The memories, I got em Carved into oak street The smell of an old bottle Of candles and grated cheese Cause this may be the hour Of new found love Bash the Bishop all day At the end of the hallway Is the door you choose Can only be opened by you Can only be opened by you Can only be opened by you
4.
Classic jokes and all the rest You could bore me with your best in Your time, in my mind But don’t pressure me to wear this hat its too conventional a thing to do with life, and it’s my life My values aren’t predictable At illness wakes and death I laugh its True, I do Cherish sand and pocket lint All my money it ain’t worth a cent in Your eyes, and your right But I wont say my reasonin My dreams are insignificant this world Float away Cause living in the light, I’ll shoot back at the sun While my mind sits, and works in the shade Sunburn skin will peel away But my deepest thoughts are here to stay Stay in the midst of all the average stuff And maybe I’m a dick, but it never Feels like it’s enough You said stick around oh darling now you’ve held too tight And as for second chances all these second chances and all these second chances But its all we ever knew Said it’s all we ever knew babe Yeah it’s all we ever knew babe So if you’re gonna make me make me And if you’re gonna make me make me And if you’re gonna try, if you’re gonna try Maybe you should try And if you’re gonna make me make me Yeah if you’re gonna make me make me And if you’re gonna try, if you’re gonna try Maybe you should try And maybe you should Maybe you should try Maybe you should try Yeah maybe you should try And maybe you should try Maybe you should try Cause if you’re gonna try You should fucking try Try-y-y
5.
You said that you had never seen what it was you had never seen what it was Despite all the action Despite all the action But I know you caught a glimpse of pain in the dust Involuntary shame is boiling up It’s just an episode of passion But when I asked about the passion You told me take a sip of soda and look out where your stepping while we run Despite all the action You’re mom and dad will likely write it off And maybe it’s a tragedy And maybe it’s the good dyin young But they cant hide it all forever Oh yeah what happens when their big boy is all grown up Cause there’s this crazy thing called google Where I can look up all the shit that you wont spill So is it better that you tell me? Or am I gonna have to find out by myself? I ruminate the sound The gunshot screetching sound Illuminate me now Just tell me something now Why did that hand come down He’s pulling something out Breathlessly reachin out To the people in the crowd No penalty right now Just take us through just how The shiny blood came down And painted public grounds With the same red that I see right now Fills the empty space in your eyes right now Gleaming fountains of tears drop down Just tell me what I’m missin we could work it out Cause once you let it out I’ll gain a new perspective on the screetching sound And well I won’t sleep much till school gets out But is it better for the kids if they don’t know it now Cause there’s just somthin’ bout the way it was Something bout the way that it was Why wont you tell me bout the action It’s just an episode of passion love
6.
Summer Skin 05:10
Its all over dear And it’s all over dear It’s all over dear And its all over dear Summer skin will fall apart The blazing sun wont stay with me Go outside to soak it up Before the cool blue night’s breeze Before the cool blue night’s breeze [CHORUS] Waking up, in the night Summer skin, blood shot eyes Layin down, in the road Can we do this, when we’re old? Cause a man, when he dreams Is still in love, with the steam That rises up, to the sky And leaves him cold as he tries To recognize what she said When she said, summer’s dead If I’m alive then you’re wrong But where the fuck has summer gone Cause the last breeze flows through your window And the last cicada sings The last turtle crossing the road The last of the natural things Cheeks flushed with life Violet red from the sun I wouldn’t leave this if you paid me [Chorus] Cause its all over dear Yeah it’s all over dear And it’s all over dear And it’s all over dear Make it stay Just make it stay Make it stay Don’t fade away
7.
Waiting Room 04:53
Two hearts in a room Three days have gone Waitin for the answer But it’s hard And then we have to lie awake Fake cheerful moods don’t comfort you when you know they’re supposed to she’s just too hard so too hard to lose [CHORUS] When she’s laying there in the waiting room Crumbled magazines No reading makes it easier For the clouds to come and take her She’s laying there in the waiting room For the words you cant believe That simple phrase collapses you “nothins gonna save her” oooo (X4) I’m asking you to you to you to you to To take the time to say Whatever you will say its cool stay strong for the group A strong salute When she meets her creator It’s just too hard She’s just too hard to do [CHORUS] And the beeping and signs, on the screen won’t stay I’ll be a flat line, in just a little more time She’s taking off unless they’ve found another way There’s nothing left to make it worth another day Cause it’s hard to do Too hard to do If it made me lose my mind It’s terrifying for you too Cause it’s hard to do Too hard to do Who knew before you died That I’d fold before I knew If it made me lose my mind It’s terrifying for you too And the beeping and signs, on the screen won’t stay I’ll be a flat line, in just a little more time She’s taking off unless they’ve found another way There’s nothing left to make it worth another day There’s nothing left to make it worth another day
8.
Rainy Song 04:31
I’m gonna sing another rainy song Someone come break me into flakes of stone And not a single speck of dust would float Your mother told you life would takes its toll And someone else is, asking me to share the load I’ll take this offer, this emotional episode And that’s how life goes. You find a group of people to love. And then, they die So is it better to be empty, nothing gained and nothing lost Or fill your life with people, just to miss ‘em in the end Is it better for the girl, who only wants to talk? No. [CHORUS] I’m gonna sing another rainy song Humans are made to have a broken heart But you’ve got nothing else to say child When through the dust another day glows on Cause it’s a wild wild world babe And all you know’s the more friends you make The more friends you’re gonna lose babe Cause more love is more heartbreak Be careful where you sing your rainy songs Some people wanna stop and sing along And spread the sorrow of a secret loss Some people don’t know what it is at all And someone else is, asking me to share the load I’ll take this offer, this emotional episode And that’s how life goes. You find a group of people to love. And then, they die So is it better to be empty, nothing gained and nothing lost Or fill your life with people, just to miss ‘em in the end Is it better for the girl, who only wants to talk? No. [CHORUS] I’m gonna sing another rainy song Because it’s always what I need So don’t forget to put your game face on When every motherfucking day goes wrong I’m gonna sing another rainy song Someone come break me into flakes, of stone And not a single speck of dust would float Your mother told you life would takes its toll
9.
All the time, he’s bending his own operations But he tries and he tries, to breath and hold on for dear life And he shouts at his mind You can hold me back from the world But don’t you stop me now [CHORUS] Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now And when thoughts come out, I’ll runaway rather than face em And it hollows me out, cause everyone next to me is fine In desolate times Go home and cry little girl, little girl But don’t you stop me now [CHORUS] Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now Go home and cry little girl, little girl But don’t you stop, don’t you stop me now Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now Don’t you stop me, don’t you stop me now
10.
The Drawer 05:39
Turn around, the drawer’s always halfway open Reach down, for the bottle that makes you golden We’ve learned just one thing from years of copin Don’t try to fix what’s forever broken Hear sounds of bloods hounds the pigs are snoopin White walls, but cant see across the room and Tough life, when nobody keeps a secret Hot nights, and stories of broken feet and There’s nothing I could’ve done So Might as well have fun And look into the drawer And seeing as its done I’ve got no other choice but to Take the booze and run [CHORUS] No sleep, the put down of education Steel bars would give you the same sensation Drugged out, to stay down and keep on workin Poison the way out for generations Break down, and envy the dead and dying Now now, the future’s got finer dining Look round, at your classmates on autopilot No point, in trying to satisfy em Cut ties, to keep up cause things are changing Abide, by false rules and incantations Nightime apartide will feel your sadness Look back, at the white crane you see him wavin Boys fight, and men hide out in the shadows Feels right, to feel like a superhero Come time for testing the sand you’re made of No fear, just hormones and muddy castles There’s nothing I could’ve done So Might as well have fun And look into the drawer And seeing as its done I’ve got no other choice but to Take the booze and run [CHORUS] Fake smiles, and handshakes and ugly laughter Hang out, but stay on the second chapter We seem to want things we’ll never treasure Come clean, but hurt me and thank me after Sore heels and can’t shake the heavy breathin Caught up, to the same shit you’re always feelin Fall down and nothing could stop you squealin Hard times and deadlines have got you kneelin He takes his time He’s alright with the world Grown men don’t cry Just drink till you’re blind and unfold I just can’t get by What you told me, when you told me just wait for the better times From the corridors To the basement doors You’ve waited all your life
11.
Tired Eyes 05:06
The grass is red When mother earth is fed The soil stays rich, for the roots They reach and grab their food A pitch black hole is just as wide The crescent moon still pulls the tide You’re still alive when no one knows your name We’re all one in the same So take me break me hold me down What do you have to lose And oh how, you’ve tried and tried To hold open those tired eyes The only way, you’ll (ever ever get your wish ) Is if its shooting through the skies Your lips, go cold Your memory, grows old you’ve made the best of all this precious time You’ve loved yourself, you’ve loved yourse-e-elf So take me break me hold me down What do you have to lose pull me, over the wayside and roll me under high tide

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released September 6, 2019

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Julian Sherwood Southington, Connecticut

A drummer since I was young.
Now I play guitar and whisper into microphones at small venues. I take a lot of inspiration from The Last Shadow Puppets, Frank Ocean, Elliot Smith, Hippo Campus, Cage the Elephant, Death Cab For Cutie, and The Strokes. If you like those guys you might find my stuff listenable. ... more

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